Be iNdependenCe

From next year onward , i need to be independence to do all the house work .
(wait until my grandma recover )
Hmm ,now i will wait for my grandma until she back to home again .(hope she faster come back)
next year , after i back from my Journey .
i need to do many house woks,
like clean house , help my grandma feed her chickens, and pay telephone bill all that .
because that house just me and my grandma stay only .so i must go back Pj and house and do all things ..haiz...
so she nt here now , i need to take all over this kind of stuff .
and when lunch or dinner time , sad case again
i maybe will cook for myself or will just go to my aunt House eat .
(arrh, i don't want this ,grandma wish she can faster back home and cook for me lo )
i hope my grandma will fully recover around new year time..so she can prepare more food to eat and My 2010 Chinese New year will be more meaning ..
Anyway , wish everyone have a healthy body and happY new year .
will be back on 4th january 2010.

what To do ..?

Actually plan next week Tuesday Go Hk and China countdown for 2010 year ..
BUt now i dont think so...
But now , i wish nt to go now dee.....
will post my christmas 's eve party blog soon ..

Patience

Learn this , is more useful........

Recently planning a Christmas party with my gang Of friends..

In this Party , it really train MY EQ(Patience)

those people really , i really feel want said bad words to them dee ..

Arhh, when i was asking them that time ,they like no comments.

and now start saying this and that ...

Group work is not easy , people pls be patience when doing gRoup work.....

Actually the things when u feel not right at that time , must shout out and suggest a good idea .

But now u only said out ....

IS no Point also

So , pls dont do useless things pls...

Christmas's Week

Lovely but cold Christmas is coming ...yeah (but in Malaysia is hot ).
Anyway , this year will be different compare to past Christmas because my gang of friends plan to celebrate Christmas party together .
this sound ntg different rite?
Hmm, but this Christmas party is a Christmas Costume party ..(yeah )..
waiting , waiting and waiting now ...countdown 3 days
hope those booking venue can solve soon and wish everyone have a sweet and nice Christmas

MOst important things is my grandma can recover faster ..yeah
countdown for her 12 days........

KFC voucher

My Group 1st run-ups prize with is KFC 300 bucks voucher

today just use this vOucher with my company people ...yeah ..

Feel much more better now

Yesterday was whole days worries about my grandma ..(now she is okay dee)
thx to many people give me those suggestion ..
But wei kwan yrs is the worst want lo ..
yesterday when i back to my grandma house that time
she already feel not so pain and still looks awake to talk to me ..
as i know , the diesease she having now will be very very pain .
so i also cannot do anythings ,
the things i can do is just sometimes talk to her ,
ask her take more rest , and when she wants something , i go take for her only .
So , Wish she can recover soon ...

Useless Of Me...

When my grandma pain like hell, i cannot do anythings for her to release her pain .
Now i just don't know what kind of feeling i have now..
This morning , after i help my grandma Rub those medicine .
She did not said pain , but she just looks like she is very pain .
and when we was eating breakfast together , her action show me that she is very suffer .
But i cannot do anythings .
Sitting in the office now , thinking that wanna go back now or still stay in the office wait for celebrate one of the office girl birthday's ?(i feel i so bad)

I don't know what kind of feeling i have now , and my auntie just called me said that she is very pain ,everyone know that ,but cannot help up also .
because the doctor said my grandma this disease will be very very very pain .(she "born snake' in Chinese) (english is -herpes zoster)
I'm so so confuse that why i not just stay in my grandma house and not going to work today ?
i don't know why i will still go office ?
am i cold bloodier ?
i really dont know,but one things i just wish my grandma can recover soon ..
May god bless my grandma ...
Arhh, but now said this also useless,cannot help up also .
feel wanna cry now , but when my office people talk to me i feeling better ,but i did not tell them my grandma stuff
i just feel so useless now still sitting in the office ,waiting my sister call .......
I don't know what am i writing now also ...
insane of me..