i will be alright soon..what i need now is TIME

Now a days, i always wanna to 4got those things that hurt me badly .

because i cannot imagine that this type of situation come toward me ..

therefore , now i m finding a way to solve it and try to 4got this.

Now, i always try to be normal in front of everyone , and congratulation .i did that

However , in my mind, i fail to achieve it .

because the picture i dont wish to see keep on appear in my mind and when i always think of that , my heart is so so pain.

but after today ,i must start slowly dont think of that things again because i dont want always stuck in that situation , i really wanna pull out from that .

Moreover , i think i will be able to forgot those pictures that i dont wish to see .and will 4got about the things that make me feel sad and pain.

Because i want back to the myself .which always like to watch Tv that girl....

i really miss my high school time , that time which i dont need to think of so many things and all the things is simple and pure.

not like now,

Now , i realize that in reality , that is full of darkness, unfairness, and sadness.

which is so many devils around the world ..

and this is so called REALITY .

Anyway , those things now to me is not important , i just wanna be myself and dont think of those devils which hurt me .

From now onward , i have a set of program to protect myself .

because i dont want to fall in the wall again .

And from today onward , i will always talk to myself that

i must always think positive , therefore those positive energy only will come toward me .

besides that, i will start working hard on my education and dancing area.

because i been dreaming for a month for doing nothing for this 2 component in my life .

Thanks for reading this , i just wanna express what i feel and say it out.

and dont worry me , i will recover soon , but i just need some time to do it and i think i soon will 4got this things .so dont ask me when u see that regarding this post ya .

thanks my friends always who always support and give me suggestion to face this kind of situation.

now i know what to do and i 'm alright .

thanks dears..........LOVE U always ya